by Milivoj DJILAS
Ljubica Sekulic lived for 24 years in Rijeka. In 1991 she left Rijeka together with her husband and two sons after numerous death threats. She had 24 years of work experience, her husband 32, and they picked up only the basic necessities and headed to Yugoslavia. In Yugoslavia they sent them to Eastern Slavonia and found them accommodation in an abandoned Croat house. The apartment in which they had lived and had tenancy rights to was immediately confiscated by the city of Rijeka, and today a man from the island of Rab lives illegally in that apartment.
Just like other "returnees" they get two meals a day. The first meal, at 11am is called lunch, although it is actually a snack distributed to the workers of the Sisak iron works, where the food comes from. At the same time they receive a dinner, two pieces of cooked meat, one each. In addition to that, every inhabitant of the center receives half a pound of bread daily, and all of this is referred to as "warm meals" within "organized nutrition in the center". Afterwards the inhabitants of the camp take us to meet Rade Topic, who is housed with wife and six children in two rooms in one shed. They point them out as an example of what real life in the camp is like, as well as a clear indication of the consequences of malnourishment, especially morning hunger of the children, which haven't seen milk in ages.
The UNHCR has rebuilt the house of Matija Vujasic, but she still hasn't returned to it. The house was finished a few weeks ago but it is totally empty. There is no bed and no stove. Vujasic also does not receive any assistance any more. The same applies to his wife. "We have two small children, aged 4 and 6. How are we supposed to feed them? How are we going to live in the house without even a cooking stove?" They have been in the camp for almost a year and hope that the UNHCR, as they have promised, will provide at least the most basic furniture for the house. After that, they hope to settle down and find some sort of work.
An elderly gentlemen from the Petrinja region, introduced as Mr. Biljkovic, arrived to Caprag in September of last year. His house has also been repaired, but that is the only rebuilt house in his village, which is totally empty "apart for the snakes". His wife died 11 years ago, his two daughters live in Serbia and he has lost touch with them. His grandson was killed by the Serbs at the very beginning of the war in Croatia. He has a pension but cannot think of what he could do with it in an empty village. "I am old and sick, I can hardly move. I do not know what will happen to me when I leave," he says leaning against his cane.
He has been registered at the Employment Office in Sisak, his mother does not receive a pension, they do not receive any other assistance, and at the same time are suing Ljubisa's father who exchanged their house with Croats from Bosnia-Hercegovina. However they need money for the suit and they do not have any.
Milica Krnjeta is from Dvor, and returned from Bosanski Novi in a UNHCR convoy. She does not receive any assistance and after her return someone thoroughly devastated her house. Furniture, doors, windows, everything was stolen... She has a daughter in Serbia, who contacted her once. Her late husband worked in Bosnia-Hercegovina but she cannot receive his pension because Croatia and Bosnia-Hercegovina are yet to sign a treaty on this issue. "They tell me to wait for the treaty, that I will get a pension, so I'm waiting for them to sort that out. I have submitted a request to the UNHCR to have my house repaired. I am waiting for that as well."
Sofija Markovic from Trnjani is also waiting. Her house hasn't been severely damaged, but it has been looted. Her village is completely abandoned and she even does not know where here husband is. "He disappeared when the Muslims caught him," she says, "and I don't know where he is. I only want to return to my house." Miroslava Bebic is probably the most horrendous example of the effect of the past war on the people. Miroslava is today a skinny person, emotionally distraught and with uncoordinated moves. She bears no resemblance to the strong and healthy woman from a photograph on her personal identification card. Her husband had sent her a guarantee letter based on which she returned to Croatia, but he threw her out of his home in Metkovic after three months. She has her own home in Plasko, but she cannot go there because Croats from Banja Luka live there. She mostly responded to our questions by crying. Especially when we asked her about her children. After throwing her out, her husband kept their two children.
"They told me that they would give me my children back if I returned to my house. But I cannot return because people from Banja Luka live there." Miroslava used to smoke a lot, and a box of cigarettes that a photographer gave to her was regarded as a precious gift. She did not complain much about the camp. "It's not too bad. But, there's no bread."
Next, we were approached by Jadranka Vojnovic form Okucani, who is here with her husband Tanasije Maric. "Let me tell you about my tragedy. Until the start of this year we were in Gasinci, and on January 8 we were moved here, to Caprag. In Gasinci we received more food, even fruit and cakes in Sunday. They took care of us and we had it much better." She and her husband cannot return to their home because, as she says "people from Hercegovina have moved in."
"Sir, let me tell you, I was for three years in Kosovo. When I got my documents, I immediately wanted to return home. And look, see where I ended up. I came back more than a year ago, they promised to repair my house, but nothing has been done to this day. After six months they abolished the financial assistance I was getting, 100 kunas a month, and now I get one meal a day and half a pound of bread per day. For dinner they leave us a slice of salami. Are we allowed to leave the camp? Yes, we are, but what's the point if I don't have enough money to even buy bread?" says Duro Sarac, from Slunj.
Dragan Klasnja from Knin has a similar story to tell. He has been in the camp for 15 months and also returned to Croatia from Kosovo. I had a two-floor house but everything has been looted and taken away. There's nothing left but bare walls. I do not receive any assistance. They do not even pay my pension. I do not have detergent, nor money to buy bread. If you came earlier, you would have seen what we eat. One can count the peas in the soup. We demanded to be returned to our houses, and they brought us to this camp!"
Many of these people have family members in Yugoslavia. They came back hoping to be able to sort some things out, get documents, pensions, some sort of assistance, arrange to have their houses repaired or freed of present occupants... None of that has happened. "My house is occupied by a man whose son lives in the house next door," says Pantelija Lalic, from Glina, who has been in the camp for months. The director of the camp and the regional office tell us that these people did not want to move to Sasina Greda, a camp with much better conditions. When we told that to the returnees they all confirmed that that was not true.
A bigger woman says: "Of course we would like to move to Sasina Greda, but no one has ever asked us what we want. Here they threaten us that we will spend winter in only four sheds, because there will be no heating. You see, one of our women is pregnant, and they just keep lying to us. We had to leave Gasinci so that Kosovo Albanians could be housed there. They told us, 'sign for transfer, 'cos otherwise you'll get nothing'. We signed and see where we ended up!" She says that her name is not important, and actually all of the interlocutors appear to fear problems because of the conversation with journalists.
Radojka says that "the food is not too bad, but we do not get enough. Children keep asking for food and we have nothing to give them. They eat for the first time around noon. They are hungry. Just look at the little one!" she says pointing at her granddaughter Snezana, who holds a teddy bear hung between two trees growing on the bank of the canal full of garbage and still water that stinks so bad it makes one nauseous.
While the governmental employees Branka Cindric and Durda Kovacevic were in the camp, almost none of these people dared say that he or she was hungry, let alone something more "radical". The two of them picked out people "recommended" for contact with journalists, trying in that manner to create the truth that has nothing to do with what these people are going through. Later it turned out that there is no laundry in the camp, as Cindric and Kovacevic claimed, that "planted gardens" are three tomato plants growing next to one of the sheds, and "free movement from the camp to the city" mostly boils down to spending of pensions received by certain "returnees" in "temporary accommodation" for food.
These 119 individuals are living their "returnee" destinies spending days in seeking shade and relief from heat in the wooden sheds, starving until noon, and contemplating whether they would have anything to eat for dinner. This is not a return but, as elderly Radojka said, a continuation of a tragedy. "And the only way out I can see is death."